You...My hand reaches out to yours,
But I hesitate 'cause I am not yours,
My hand doesn't belong in yours to hold,
So my hand rests at my side,
Empty and cold.
I got hugged by you for the first time,
And it felt wonderful,
Even though you did it because I was sad,
But you will never know that.
When I was by myself I was afraid,
Then somehow you were there listening to me,
And talked to me which made me burst,
But when I had to leave,
You were the only one who hugged me,
You will never know how much that meant.
Walking by you,
You never saw what happened to me,
But, I know you never cared,
Less of friends,
You never know about,
How much you are hurting me.
I runn from you...I run from you,
And I know why too,
I won't stop from all my fear.
I don't want to run away forever.
The times I loved to be near you,
Are lost but I remember.
I keep on running,
'Cause I know I can't stop,
I try to stop and to see if you are there after me,
But I know that you are never there.
That is why I run away,
Even though you're not there,
I run from love,
I am too scared to stop,
And see that I was all along,
Wrong from my insecurities.
I made it seem so complicated,
To not see what's right in front of me,
But I keep on running,
That is why I'm so scared,
I won't stop this sadness,
That is what my heart holds together.
Now I want you,
To see what you have done to me,
Or I'll break,
What I have been holding all along,
That I love you.