You...My hand reaches out to yours,
But I hesitate 'cause I am not yours,
My hand doesn't belong in yours to hold,
So my hand rests at my side,
Empty and cold.
I got hugged by you for the first time,
And it felt wonderful,
Even though you did it because I was sad,
But you will never know that.
When I was by myself I was afraid,
Then somehow you were there listening to me,
And talked to me which made me burst,
But when I had to leave,
You were the only one who hugged me,
You will never know how much that meant.
Walking by you,
You never saw what happened to me,
But, I know you never cared,
Less of friends,
You never know about,
How much you are hurting me.
I runn from you...I run from you,
And I know why too,
I won't stop from all my fear.
I don't want to run away forever.
The times I loved to be near you,
Are lost but I remember.
I keep on running,
'Cause I know I can't stop,
I try to stop and to see if you are there after me,
But I know that you are never there.
That is why I run away,
Even though you're not there,
I run from love,
I am too scared to stop,
And see that I was all along,
Wrong from my insecurities.
I made it seem so complicated,
To not see what's right in front of me,
But I keep on running,
That is why I'm so scared,
I won't stop this sadness,
That is what my heart holds together.
Now I want you,
To see what you have done to me,
Or I'll break,
What I have been holding all along,
That I love you.
Heavens sky...To say we are beautiful,
Is something that comes with a price,
You never knew that one breath would be it.
'Three words that were said in three different sentences,
I like you but I will not say anything,
So I will stand away,
And hope this feeling will go away.
'I hate you so much because,
I don't even hate you,
I just can't seem to hate you,
You lift up my day even when you say nothing,
All you do is walk by me and that's all I need.
'I love you but I didn't say anything,
But I regret not telling you,
Your with her and I see you love her,
So I swallowed my pain and smiled for you,
I want to say,
But I'm to afraid,
I love you.' * (read the info box then proceed with the poem when done)
This time the boy read this,
Her little story she wrote,
Of him and her,
He was the reason for her sorrow,
He was given her journal,
Filled with poems about him,
But he never knew,
That she loved him,
He started to cry,
Looking up to heavens sky,
One-sided love...She smiles at him,
and he smiles back,
not knowing how she feels,
he doesn't see her as she sees him.
She loves him,
even though he doesn't see,
that she wishes,
he would know how she feels.
But she knows he will never love her,
so she will deal with what she has,
and she'll stand next to him with a smile on her face,
even though her heart says to tell him so.
She just wishes he would know,